✞ 世界末日 21122012

看看这美丽的世界

为什么会有世界末日的谣言 ?

是因为玛雅历法 

人们将马雅历法传得神乎其神, 说前四世纪的好多预言的应验了

因此在第五纪即将结束时, 恐怕会有大的灾难发生

说得严重些, 就是世界末日. 

谁相信明天就是世界末日 ? 

尽管一个玛雅人站在我面前告诉我明天就是世界末日, 我也不以为意

我不相信明天就是世界末日, 因为没有我相信的理由

但是怎么办呢, 虽然不相信, 却希望了

虽然想法很荒唐, 但是还是希望了

虽然想法很幼稚, 但是还是希望了

虽然想法很无奈, 但是还是希望了

是希望, 不是相信

总是希望些莫名其妙的东西, 却不相信

末日吗 ? 要来吗 ? 

尽管末日真的会在某天降临, 我也不会畏惧

有时候, 该面对的还是得面对

你知道我面对了什么吗 .

我面对了撒谎, 就在小学时候开始

谎言就是那么开始的

"我没有" 

总爱说这个

现在醒目了

"随便你怎么想" 

升级了.

谎言很恐怖, 比末日还难面对

知道为什么不畏惧末日吗 ?

因为这些年面对太多的离别了

末日, 其实又算什么 .

上帝提前将他们带走了 .

我很想知道为什么 . 

到底是因为什么被带走 ?

是不是上帝疼爱, 所以不愿看着他们在人间受苦 ?

人要面对的太多了, 所以上帝带走了吗 ?

成为天使了吗 ?

我, 好想你们 .

貌似, 每一年放假都要面对这些啊 .

要开学了, 超级不想的 .

很想很想, 就这么跳过了2013, 飞向2014 .

我不想我不想我不想考试 .

人要的其实很简单 

但就是太过简单了, 对方永远也想不到 .

而我要的, 也只不过是个主动 .

明年, 想过个快乐年 .

我每次都这样告诉自己 , 但是认真的想一想 , 真不容易啊 .

想要过个快乐年, 要没有希望没有奢望没有期待没有等待没有执着 .

要过个快乐年, 就要把每一天都当成末日般 .

没有遗憾没有在乎没有对不起没有难过没有生气没有无奈

可是, 可能吗 ?

没了希望, 就好像过着没有目标的生活.

没有了奢望, 那活着为了什么 ?

没有期待, 生活只剩下颓废 .

那快乐年是什么东西 ? 怎么过 ?

没有遗憾, 那需要勇气 .

抱歉地说一句 , 我真的没勇气 .

我没勇气坦白自己的真实想法 .

我没勇气面对那些难堪 .

我没勇气面对这卑微的世界 .

没有在乎, 那等于什么 ? 

没有在乎的对待事物 , 就好像......

这根本不能快乐 . 

没有对不起 , 没有礼貌 .

没有礼貌 , 只有吵架 .

对不起绝对不能在生活上缺少 .

但是还是希望 , 真心的希望 , 避免遇上需要说对不起的时候 .

没有难过没有生气没有无奈 .

谁可以办得到 ? 我希望我可以 .

以后的我 , 只想快乐 .

今年太多不快乐了 .

好呗 . 隔绝那该死的不快乐吧 .

圣诞向来就没在庆祝 .

但是, 就是想过得快乐些 .

力宏爸妈 . :)

那天, 力宏问了宏爸宏妈, 今年会不会买圣诞树 ?

宏妈听了以后, 带着一丝遗憾的说, 今年应该不会 .

其实那句话代表了很多意思, 包括, 3个儿子都长大了, 都有自己的生活, 今年空巢不会像往年那么热闹, 也包括, 宏爸宏妈年纪不小, 出去买一棵树扛回来已经没那么容易了 .

力宏的无语也代表着很多意思, 包括, 让我来给你惊喜吧! 

来源 : 王力宏面子书

力宏对家人的爱始终没改变

尽管自己在工作, 尽管真的很忙

一通电话, 我想宏爸宏妈已经很开心了吧 ?

PS, 宏爸宏妈真的年纪不小了 ..

我其实 真的很想 离开地球表面 

我其实 真的很讨厌 现在这样的感觉

我其实 真的很希望 你的重视 

我其实 要的 很简单 . 

☼ MAMA 30112012

MAMA 2012在香港举办

男人们都有出席

所以大家都上网抢线

要在网上看现场直播

那该死的八度空间说有转播

我以为既然不是直播而是转播就应该会有翻译

结果就是：跟我在网上看的没差

真想送个凸给他们

没有直播就算了，转播也没有翻译

效率差就是这样，算了

4点开始走红地毯

从开始到结束都在盼望男人们的出现

阿娘喂，推特大家骂到乱

也不知道谁乱说什么男人们会走红地毯

结果什么也没有、失望透顶 !!! 

不过我倒是有点安慰

因为我的王力宏总算有走红地毯

啊，惊讶王力宏会出现在韩国的颁奖礼？

艺人会出现在某某颁奖礼也不会猜不透吧

要不就是颁奖人，要不就是领奖人

王力宏领奖呀，好棒 

最佳亚洲艺人奖 呵呵

MAMA开始就是宋钟基唱歌

唱的就是张国荣的歌曲，但已经翻译成韩语了

妈说唱得没那么好听

我说能要求多少这是翻译呢

下一个就是龙儿出场了

阿娘喂，一出场就尖叫了

那打扮就是没能比 

YENG透了 ！

带着墨镜，妈说我看不见他眼睛

哈哈，没关系那是他的特

PS, 注意他的头发

他用了在伦敦演唱会RAP的那段来表演

妈听到以后说这是谁啊英文怎么那么好BIGBANG成员之一？

我说这是Gdragon，BIGBANG队长，他英文本来就很好

妈说，只是看不见他眼睛 /.\ 

PS, 注意看某人不屑的眼神 

志龙过后上台拿了BB的最佳男团奖

只有志龙上台，看翻译说，志龙说其他成员在后台准备演出

虽然大家都觉得失望，但是为了演出，我们都期待着

后来志龙就一直呆在舞台下了

后来不知道在什么时候

这家伙就不见了 

到了Angelababy颁全球最佳表演奖时

就是Epik High代拿了

翻译说，他们说BB在舞台后准备待会的演出

阿哟喂呀，男人们啊啊

你们到底在哪儿啊啊

那时候的我是这样叫着的

第二个奖项了仍然看不到5只一起站在台上

呜呜呜呜 喂

只好期待着那演出喽 

从头到尾都一直在舞台后面准备演出 /.\

后来的后来就是最佳男歌手

咩，我看到权志龙出来了

他自己上台拿奖

PS, 注意看他的头发

带着帽子内藏红发的权志龙出来了 ! 

得奖感言：翻译说，他说很久没有以个人身份拿奖了

志龙好棒 继续加油哟

VIP们都在等着明年的BIGBANG 

哇哇哇 哇哇哇 

*破产了*

SJ表演后就BB出来了

一看到这个就叫尖声不断了

再后来就是crayon的歌

可是出来的却是这个人

这是TOP哥没错

别再说他是zico了，我会生气

然后这男人就变身成为：

是不是很厉害啊啊啊

哈哈哈 看到这个我差点疯了

PS, 注意看他的眼睛

下一个就是这帅毙了的男人 ！

不瞒你们说，我第一眼看到这男人

我心跳加速、我嘴角拼命上扬！

可想而知，这男人多么吸引我

然后就是：

这这这，这家伙

他真的好厉害RAP。

龙龙Crayon那段最难RAP的都给他RAP得成了

好厉害好棒啊啊啊啊。

后来贝贝就下台和腻腻会合

不要怀疑！这就是腻腻！

哈哈哈，他故意带着JOKER面具

不让众人知道他就是要上台表演的腻腻。

虽然头发真的很整齐

但是还是那么的英俊嘻嘻嘻

Crayon的歌告一段落

就到了fantastic baby。

第一个出场的当然是，权志龙啦啦啦。

后来5只终于在那晚上第一次同台了

这演出真的太棒了

让我们粉丝叹为观止

后来就是从成龙哥手上拿了年度最佳艺人奖

BB永远就那么棒

之前瞧不起的，知错了没

❥ BigBang Alive Galaxy Tour 2012 in Malaysia

27/10/2012

I can't believe that I just attend the concert!

Ohmaigod. 

They are so attractive and handsome!

I feel like love them more <3 p="p">

I bought cat 7 for this concert.

Well I stand in second row at first

But something happened

I go to the back

Emm.. It's quite upset for missed out their few songs.

But I still enjoy at the back.

No one will fight with me

More oxygen behind

I can jump here and there 

I shouted like hell.

They are amazing

Even though only 2 hours ++

I enjoyed much.

Thanks them for coming Malaysia

Really feel thank you.

Love them, <3 p="p">

The binggu TOP, 

I love your love shape hand that you showed us after we sang birthday song to you.

I know you showing us that for what.

We knew. You are cute.

Next time come to Malaysia don't be shy.

Just treat us like you treat your brothers.

Make fun yo.

And, I heard your english, you are really awesome. 

The hot Taeyang,

You are hot enough!

You took off your shirt at the end of the concert and show us your body

We shouted like hell and you heard it.

Do you know that you are so man ?!!!!

Even though you fell down, but you really did well.

Be careful next time please.

Your dancing is good, everyone knew.

No doubt, your english is the best.

The angel Daesung,

I know you feel touch, right? :p

You never know MVIP love you that much.

Daesung, daesung, daesung, daesung, daesung......

We just shouted like that to show our love.

Don't cry babeh, you are our angel.

I love your smile, really!

Nope, I mean everyone love your smile.

Come back to Malaysia next time, I miss you. :(

And and and, YOUR VOICE. REALLY. FANTASTIC.

I just want you to take care of you voice, please.

Wings wings <3 p="p">

The leader GD,

You look happy that day!

They said you are different between tours in other countries and our.

They said you talk a lot that day.

I feel so dear!

You like Malaysia? 

Really? Hope so!

Please come again another day, we love you miss you.

Next time, bring along your album.

Teeeeeheeeeeeee. <3 p="p">

Stay healthy and be more talkative please!

Take care and god bless your mom in new york. <3 p="p">

VIP love you!

The maknae RIRI,

Are you okay? I can feel something wrong with you.......

Is it I think too much?

Your action is so different.

Or, I don't know you well?

I don't know what to say actually.

We just want you to become happy, please.

Bad things always happen around us, just face it.

We love you support you no matter how. 

Cheers babeh <3 p="p">

And you solo, was great!

Your dance :3

You said you love this country very much.

Seriously?! Hope so. :DDD

We really happy after heard you say that.

Where is your s3 :p

You took our video! >//////< 

Naughty boy . :B

The boys are really fantastic.

As MVIP, love them all, please.

Not only one, but ALL.

They said MVIP is the best.

We hoped boys can come again.

Lets meet next time!

For more photos :

click here

Enjoy ! Love BigBang !

5 boys of BigBang until whenever <3 p="p">

☮ I miss you

27/9/2012 You leave us.

Visited you yesterday.

You lied in the coffin, with no sounds, no breathing.

I cried when I saw you. 

I miss you and I don't trust that you are gone forever.

I really can't accept that you left us.

Every time when I reached my class, I always saw you were sitting inside.

Friday morning when I reached the class, I can't find you.

Where are you Gabriel?

The only mixed guy in my class.

Mixed with Indian and Dutch. 

He had a green eyes. 

He was the monitor of my class.

I know him for 4 years and classmate for 4 years.

I wonder how I am going to accept the fact that I can't see him anymore.

I never know how am I gonna feel if I lose a friend forever.

Every time when I am alone, I will think of you.

Why you leave Gabriel?

Don't you feel cruel? :(

Will you miss us? 

Will you come back and meet us?

Where are you Gabriel?

I can't handle when I saw your seat is empty.

What is in your mind right now Gabriel?

Did you think of us?

Did you feel not willing to leave us?

Did you miss us?

Do you know, as a penolong, I do really miss you.

I miss your responsibility, I miss your smile.

I miss your hello, I miss your bye.

I miss the "mushroom head" that you used to say to me.

No more. Everything gone just because you leave.

When I fill in the diary class every morning, I feel sad.

16 of us become 15 of us. 

How can it be?

Just want to say, may you rest in peace.

Gabriel, don't forget to bless your family and your friends.

They do really sad and hurt when they know the news.

Especially your best friend.

You know who I mean. 

Please do bless them.

And, we will never forget you.

I love you as friend for ever. 

:')

✌ BigBang Alive Galaxy Tour Concert (The Real)

ROCK THIS OUT!

This is the real tickets.

What I mean? 

I mean, this tickets is in my hand right nowww

It is quite happy :)

By the way, I don't know why I can't show it out.

Maybe there are something for me to worry much.

AHHH. Whatever. 

I don't know what to do now.

Especially facing... the fact. :(

Fine, let's talk when you meet.

I need courage.

✌ BigBang Alive Galaxy Tour Concert

SEE THIS!

This is what?! This is what?! 

This is Big Bang's Alive Galaxy Tour Concert tickets woiii!!!

Excited excited, :3

At first, I thought it will not appear in front of my eyes anymore.

But now, I really feel surprise and happy.

Luckily there is still a good news for me this few days.

Truly cheered up my mood. 

Of course, can't forget to thank the boy. 

Thank you so much for helping me.

Sorry for giving you so much trouble this few weeks.

Don't blame on me please

I will feel guilty :/

Big Bang boy boy :3

Can't wait to meet you guys !!

The five cute, handsome, attractive, amazing, cheerful boy

Wait for me, oh yeahhhhh. ♡

#Iloveyou.

❅ Moody Day

今天不像是个好天 

觉得什么也不想去做

很累却又不累的感觉

心情忽然变得很低

忽然觉得这样很不好, 真的很不好

每天睡觉前也变得很无奈

这种, 谁又能理解

我想要的, 谁又能给

空虚 无奈 

满脑子......

✦ Hello.

Hello.

Your love mean so fake to me.

Keep your love far away from me.

Don't show me in front of me.

Show the stupid who will believe in you.

Fake.

♡ Seung Hyun Oppa

Really my God.

I can't believe it

I dreamt about him.

How could it be?

I don't know.

Well, it is a sweetest dream ever.

But I know, dream always dream.

It will not be a reality.

Aiks, maybe too much big bang and too much Korean drama.

HEHE. :3

I wish I could never get up, just now.

But the phone rang, what to do.

Never mind, I will keep it as my sweet memory with him. 

No matter how, it will be the happy and sweet memory.

I love him as I love big bang.

I love you, baby I'm not a monster.

I need you, baby I'm not a monster.

Baby, you're.

I think I'm sick , I think I'm sick

I think I'm sick , I think I'm sick

#Taeyang #Top #G-dragon #Seungri #Daesung

♉ Birthday Girl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

Yeah yeah, :)

Thanks mom.

A special day brings a special smile.

Like the day 5/8

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You you you you you, all of you, remember.

What you did to me today, 

I will let you feel the pain next day.

Don't regret.

You did it, yeah right.

I hate you you you all of you the most.

Don't think Taurus kind-hearted.

See how I bully you.

You will feel the pain.

Let's see. 

BITCHY GIRL.

You look so cheap you know.

I don't care who are you to me.

Fuck off, IHY.

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Thanks dear Judee for the card,

Thanks Junzhi and Keeguan for the ferrero,

Thanks Kahhung for the giant lolli,

Thanks Yuenhern for the sticky.

*ALL FOODS. I GONNA GAIN WEIGHT SOON.*

These presents must be expensive.

I like it anyway, thank you very much !

And the wishes, too. :)

☿ Devil and Angel

她告诉你，今天你失去了什么，一定也得到什么

她说，也许你来这里，会有想要看到你的人

怎么觉得这句话有点不可思议呢

他他他，不停地问我

有时候不想回答，也想不到合适的答案回答

到底想怎样？有什么事为什么来问我？

我很想翻面如翻书，但是我做不到

那么绝情的事情，只有那些人可以

不要每次以为我好欺负，无缘无故作弄人

有一天我忽然爆发

千万别怪我

❣ Instagram Photos

#MYBOYANDI

See my messy hair. 

See he got no hair.

See my ugly face.

See his cute cute face.

He is just 5 months + old.

He knows bite, make sounds, and smile always

He knows catch things such as my hand and hair.

He named himself Welby Chan You Zhe.

By the way, he is not a Malaysian.

Luckily*

I'm older than him 15 years.

When he is 15 years old, I'm already 30 years old.

I hope he and I can have a long lasting relationship, 

as a cousin. 

#MYMOMANDHIM.

★ 3 Yourself

Learn the three yourself.

Love yourself

Respect yourself.

Be yourself. 

How can it be?

I am trying my best to learn.

Not to compromise.

Some times some one.

I keep up all my hates.

I spend out my loves.

That's all.

Bloggies. 

☾ 10.45pm

I feel weird and confuse.

Some times I doubt on what I had thought.

Especially my own opinion.

I can't believe, sometimes I can even overturn myself.

What had happened to me?

I have my own ideas.

But some times I don't like it.

What's my mind actually thinking?

Life is miserable. 

Human have to suffer like this.

What to do?

We are both human being.

Arguments are unavoidable. 

Accept it and try to settle it well.

Things happened today, forget it tomorrow.

I hope everyone can be like this.

Cheer up girls and guys.

And cheer up leeyi. :3

#TC beach tomorrow. GL. 

☂ Rainy Day

Think deeply.

I gonna spend my money for myself.

I gonna spend my time for myself.

I gonna spend my energy for myself.

Learn it.

Respect yourself.

Be yourself.

Love yourself.

What else. 

#有些过去，关于幸福或伤痛，只能埋心底。